Submission Homework: Care

So this entry is prompted by Oz, who asked me how I wanted to be cared for. It was a question that threw me for a bit of a looper as I'm not really one who is cared for normally. I am usually the one who cares for others, guides others, that sort of thing. …

Re-emergence

I know I disappeared for several months. The summer was hectic and busy. Between work, Oz visiting and my daughter's summer camps, some weeks felt like there wasn't a moment to sit down. Now I feel like I'm re-emerging from a wonderful (if frazzled) dream back to reality. It's been hard. I didn't get to …

Shared Writing: How to Thrill a

Taken from a Reddit post that was brought to my attention recently.  I know not everyone is a Brat or wants to be a Brat Tamer. But reading this I felt there was a strong overlap with Primal, namely as a Prey. A lot of my interaction with Primals has been testing that internal barometer …

A Busy Weekend

Oz arrived Thursday, his flight was delayed but he got in safely. He has spent every day with us since Thursday morning. I'm relieved and excited that he and Darling are really turning out to be very compatible. They have talked and hung out just the two of them. Their compatibility has already helped Darling …

Submission Workbook: Obedience

With Oz arriving imminently, I'm doing a lot of thinking (yes, over-thinking and I are BFF and have been since grade school). And while I want to be a submissive and a good girl, there is a lot to submission that also frustrates me or stresses me. Accountability is one of those things. Do I …

Fast Approaching Anxiety

Oz's visit is less than a week away. This time next week he will be here. It has not been an easy time trying to get to this point. I'm getting anxious. Darling hasn't helped. We attended a wedding a few weeks ago. The discussion in the car was not exactly good. Mostly he said …

Not an absence

I've been quiet lately. Not so much an absence as I've been juggling a lot of hats. We recently brought a new animal home that is requiring a lot of our attention. DD is getting ready to wrap up the school year. I'm moving workplaces (same company and position just a new office and new …

Do Not Be

This particular post came about as a response to a post from a blogger I follow. Basically he pointed out the dichotomy that when a male has needs and is open about them and goes after them he's often viewed positively as someone who is pursuing what matters to him, not compromising on what he …

Submission Workbook: Body Image

Workbook posts are prompted writings.  Today's post inspired by the Yes, No, Maybe Workbook.  Prompts will not be provided so as to avoid possible copyright infringement. Prompts will be explored as fully as possible and titles will be relative to the overall content of the prompt and resulting post.  These posts are meant to be …

Loss

I spoke in my last entry about having things going on that have been distracting me from writing as much. Stressful things. One of those stresses has been the declining health of one of our dogs. We were told last March that he was in early stage kidney failure after a kidney infection sent us …